Sitting here on my bed I realize I am slowly losing myself
I remember the days of sitting in front my computer
Wishing I could die but all the time knowing I would never try
That changed one day and it changed my life.
But here I am sitting on my bed realizing I am dying
I cant stand the frustration of love never being returned
Wishing for the day he would just say what I want him to say
That would change my life, if only it could happen one day.
I sit here on my bed feeling the pain race through my body
I see myself slowly going back to where I used to be
Wishing that state of mind to never come back to me
That would change my life and its beginning to happen.
Sitting here on my bed I feel myself falling
Im falling for that same guy that made me go mad the last time I tried
Im wishing I wasnt in love with someone who doesnt see it
Im wishing I could change my own life for once please.
Sitting here on bed all I see are the scars that will soon come to be
I feel the scars on my heart and I really dont want to start
Im wishing on the stupid star that one day it just wont be like this.
That could change my life...
Or end it.
