I realize now that what i was doing was wrong and I'm no longer going to be weak now I'm going to be strong... how stupid was i at first to just follow along... young, immature, and naive i was just sitting around not really knowing anything but now i just recently received a taste of how hard life can really be. What was i doing before? Why did i start? What was i thinking knowing that i was tearing my mom apart? I'm starting over now finding something else to do so many people out here just don't even have a clue. I feel like i have a purpose now to let people know that drugs, sex and violence are not the ways to go. So many people don't understand how short life is people dying for diseases adults and kids so I'm over that phase now I've done my bid but i still think of how foolish i was to do the things that i did.
