Leave Me to Be with my Misery

I watched the world go by
I watched it all and didn't care
I stood by and didn't listen
I pretended you were never there
And in the end, I think I saw
More than I had ever wanted
And the more that there was
It made everything haunted
Because I hear the whispers
Late in the night
Its your voice
Taking away my fright
Its promising things
That you knew I wished for
And everything else
Anything more
And your clothes that I placed
Into that box
They scattered around
As well as the rocks
They were in my special place
From the day you filled my pockets
Remember that day?
Remember the wockets?
Perhaps you don't,
I don't think that was you
Half of it was, the other
Oh what to do
I told you I loved you
And I told you how I care
You just sat there
You played with my hair
And in the end there is nothing more
Nothing here, nothing to share
And really dearest
I don't find that fair
But its okay
As I go to bed tonight
I will ignore the whispers
Set everything right
I'll forget about them
As I forget about you
Because that is exactly
What I needed to do
All along I held the answer
I just didn't know the use
Because secretly I wanted you
I liked the abuse
But I see how you play me
As you play her
And honestly I'm tired
Of that I'm so sure
So here's the deal,
I'm going to bed
And your not coming
I'm taking you out of my head.