WhY

Why me why now
why does this have to be?
i am so sick of getting hurt
so sick of all the pain
i am so done with everything always ending this way!
what did i do wrong
why am i still here?
i don't understand this
and now i have no clue how to even feel
i am so done with trying and or even caring
why you why now why this way and why the pain
why every time it ends this way
i thought that i loved you i thought that i cared
i even thought you felt the same way
i thought it would work i mean i Even tried
HELP i am crying out for you at night
i am sorry that i am not her
i am sorry i could not take her place
i am sorry that i am this way
i am sorry that i care
i am sorry i wanted to be with you
i am so sorry for everything
i am just so confused!!