So I am dieing on the inside
apart of me knows
my dreams are falling away
my hopes fading fast
sooner then latter I will be nothing
because I am like a ice cub falling apart
and all that i am will be no more
I was a fool for thinking
the world was my game
I gave of my self a thousand times and again
never sitting back an taking anything in
I always thought my happiness came last
till the day i was broken in a clash
a battle in sewed between me and other man
not one of fists or weapons of the iron clad
but a battle of the mind
the heart at the very core
weather or not my life was really one to adore
he laid it out plain and i fought him at ever turn
explain to him how I wasn't worth a darn
yet always showed me I mattered most of all
because I am me and i am special my hopes in all
he gave me a hug and held me very close
and I felt so much better I must surely boast
my soul grew wings and I flew up in the clouds
and my heart finally found a place to pour out
I explain to him all the hurt I had inside
and all he did was liston and smile all the time
I felt joy once more if only for a sec
and I knew I must stop all my craziness
I must give in to his teachings and fix myself first
because it is my life that matters most first
so we parted ways with the promise that I made
that I would stop giving till i felt good inside
I would shut out all my jobs that I had at hand
and worry about the life that I built on this land
and in the end when finally i was happy and full
I would turn back to the world with a marvelous glow
I would sing and jump and skip and play
and finally in my life I would have myself a happy day...
