This hate is all i make
this love i feel is fake
i smile to hide this pain
am i still sain
i never was to many
but i dont care about any
i take these drugs to forget
but i dont admit
i hate you all
when will you fall
i want to die
but all i do is cry
the pain never ends
only known by close friends
i just go on living
always giving
happiness always hides
when will i find
slit my throat cut my wrist
do you want to assist
in the death of this soul
put my ashes in a bowl
keep my body around
while my soul makes no sound
please somebody help me
