I sit and watch my life go past my eyes
I wonder when will I ever die
Look down and see a sharp blade
Wondering will this make me wither and fade
I picked it up and it pierced my skin
This is what I need to release whats within
I tilt my head up and feel tears fall from my eyes
I invision Gods pearl white gate in the lit blue sky
As I slit my wrist and watch the blood spill free
I hope I will be forgiven for what became of me
