Hate you

How can you smile,
Nothings alright.

The sun,
When it sets,
Comes a lonly,
Cold night.

I can't smile,
Not tonight.

I can't go on,
Not living this way.

I try everything,
Get better,
That all they can say.

My tears,
Are lonly.

I feel,
I'm losing.

This world,
I know will,
Never be peaceful.

Fate,
I feel is screwing with me,
Oh the fun it is having.

I can't be myself,
If I was,
I would scare everyone.

I am hated,
For who I'm not,
Hated even more,
For who I am.

This all started,
With you.

The you,
Is what tortures me the most,
You came back,
shattered my plans,
But I'll forgive you,
I always do,
Father,
I just can't bring myself,
To hate you.