She's breaking down again... she won't say why.
alone in the dark... she's crying
can't believe the day is coming around again...
desperately wishing for him to help her through it once more...
She wants to be strong... or at least seem that way.
She doesn't want to be hurting... and crying
So much can go wrong... likely that it will at that.
She's afraid
She's lonely
She's fighting back the emotion... willing to be the rock again.
A day that was bad to begin with... ended as badly as it had begun.
She hid it well... until the lights went out.
Now she's all alone... crying and... desperate... not wanting to harm herself again...
She won't reach out though she's screaming inside.... not wanting to burden everyone around her already suffering
