I used to get high because i had so much free time but now i know that it used to hurt and disappoint my caring mom... she was at work struggling while i was at home buzzing knowing but not understanding what i was doing just thinking oh it's just nothing.
My moms friend asked me a question and i had no answer so i sat there looking stupid mad at myself because i wasn't trying to listen to anyone else... it took me a while but i finally learned my lesson and the next time someone asks me to smoke I'll say no with no hesitation. what i was doing basically portrayed me as different person I'm just happy that i didn't loose myself I'm just gracious that someone helped me see where smoking weed could really get me.
