She tries to stay positive
and forget whats going wrong;;
but she realizes it's unstoppable
and there's already too much forgetting going on.
she's standing still in a photograph
watching everyone else fall apart
she's making moves to try to bring it back
but she doesn't know where to start.
everyone that she ever thought
would never change their ways
have changed so much and already forgotten
all of their yesterdays.
her best friend decides
she wants to trade out the old;;
she's found someone to replace her,
and their memories, are already sold.
a friend she tough wouldn't dare
has already crossed the line
she's given away everything she could,
and can't even begin to make up for lost time
someone she though would always care
no barely ever calls
she's put up all of her walls again,
and there's no way they're gunna fall.
This year has been extremely hard
and it has changed her more then you know
but it's something she'll learn to accept
but what'll end up, nobody knows.
it's sad when you find yourself alone,
with no clue where you should be.
but it's even sadder to lose the ones,
you used to consider family.