Fighting.

So much fighting
cant even bare the pain

every day just another
stupid game, why couldn't things stay the same

so many questions,
i dont understand why

but now your hurt,
i just want to be by your side

it kills me to know
how fast this all happened

one day not talking
the next your not even there

you are so hurt
and the pain is all too much

i feel so bad
for the arguements i've caused

all the days that went by
not even a glance was made

coudn't share our smiles
couldn't share our tears

now i just want that all back
i look around, your nowhere to be found

laying in the bed,
sounds of the machines,
another paitents bell rings

your broken, but you aren't gone
a call on the phone, but no one's
at home, i get your dad,
you aren't even mad

he says your broken
but you'll be okay

you told me thank you
i cared a lot

i just want this fighting
to end, never should it return again.

*my best guy friend is now in the hospital. he broke his arm in three places :/ we've been in a fight lately, and now he is hurt..i feel really bad, cause i really care about him, i just want to be able to help him, and i cant </3 "