I'm choking, silence break me before I crawl back
Love washes down the taste I never bargained for
Tumor from headaches is killing me
And I never wanted to be
Alive and breathing in your arms
I'd rather be dead than being stabbed in the heart
I'd rather take in the poison, classified by death
Because I knew how it would end
Cracks in the sidewalk never spread so far apart
Death washes down the grass that once filled in between
I'm tripping over life itself
And I never wanted to be
Conscience and dying in your arms
I'd rather be dead than being brought back to life by you
I'd rather take poison, classified by death
Because I knew how it would end
I'm silent and alive but dead