Here alone tonight

I sit here alone tonight,
the feeling of emptiness around,
darkness encaves itself around me,
nothing makes a sound.

my heart sobs from the pain,
in the dark i cry alone,
a cold chill crawls up my spine,
i have no one here to hold.

thump, thump....thump..........thump............thump
i begin to hear my heartbeat,
sadness with every beat,
it thumps slow...it thumps weak.

thoughts begin to swirl,
what is wrong with me?
why do i get ignored?
what is it about myself that i dont see?

i cry in the corner,
being attacked by my thoughts,
i need to get away!!
my hope and faith just rot.

i fall down,
black out from all the pain,
i lay out on the floor,
need a break to be sane.

i lie here alone tonight,
the feeling of emptiness surrounds,
the darkness encaves itself around me,
nothing makes a sound........