Missing what used to be

^Sitting^ in this living room
A *tear* ^slides^ from my *eye*
And it's ^killing^ me inside that I
*Know* exactly why

When I *saw* him in that store
I had to *walk* away
^Seeing^ -her- by -his- side
I had ^nothing^ to say

I (thought) i had moved on but I
found out I was !~wrong~!
Now what am I to do?
Besides keep myself strong

I have someone **amazing**
So why does the _past_
Have to creep up and *knock* me -down-?
[[There's a reason we didn't last]]

I'm ^holding^ on to something
That I *chose* to (let go) of
I can't keep him as a *friend*
When I'm very much in !~love~!

I just want to *hold* him *close*
And share that (one last) *kiss*
To know *again* just how it feels
To have [[complete-and-utter-bliss]]

But this too, i know will pass
Just like it did back then
I'll go back home and share my love
And let him go _ *again*