Used to..

I used to love you, I used to care, I used to live my life believing that you would always be there.
I used to live to make you happy, to impress everyone around me.
I used to walk around with a smile on my face, while inside I felt like I was dying.
I used to believe in you, and everyone because it felt like the right thing to do.
Now I don't love you anymore.
I wish that I had never cared, and I realize that you were never really there at all.
I don't think I ever made you happy.
Everyone I cared about, turned around and made a fool of me.
I'm sorry. I think I failed.