There are times when i just cry
sometimes im not even sad
but in an instant when i start to think about my life everything goes wrong
all i do at night is stare up and think about the nothingness that i am
how my mom barly knows who i am how when there is fight in the house my heart shaters
how when there is a moment of silence i feel a little hope that maybe just maybe something might go right
but that hope is soon brought down when someone says something then my world is turned upside down
there is nothing i can do or say to help
but it never ends and there will never be hope again
