The time being

My hearts confused,
min mind is scattered
my words are bruised
and
my heart feels lost
my nerves shake loose
love has a cost
and
i feel that things are cracking
my heart is crowned but the smile im faking
wont help the deed in which to be
done in a matter with you and me

what has happened to the desire
that i thought once we required
its faded to the smoky clouds
of
homework, weed and messed up frowns

whats the only thing to do
maybe to keep away from you
for the time being to get back
your
head tha doesnt have the lust
and me to regain all the tust
that i lost for you.

the ring i wear is to much
and
the bearing of the crying
compells
a person i havent seen for more
than a week, you have lost me.

you have lost my trust, my heart
and the apartness is now forever required
because there isnt any desire.