I wish I could tell him exactly whats inside
I'm usually an open-book with nothing to ever hide.
It's almost as if I'm at a lose for words and to figure it out is what I'm wishing,
But it almost seems impossible because the dictionary can't even give me the definition.
I feel so out of it-and my world is upside down when we fight,
I can't think, I can't eat, I can't drink, I can't write...
I can't tell you why so don't bother asking why,
People may be surprised when they find it's all because of a guy.
But he could turn it all around -It's all his decision,
I just want him to love me-that's my only mission.
He could make me so happy, but also really sad,
And it rarely even happens, but only people i care about can really make me mad.
I wish some day soon he would just tell me how he feels,
Because each day i find myself more and more head over heels...
