I noticed that your the one who always has me feeling some type of way and there's a lot of things i want to tell you, alot that i want to say. but i just don't want it to be cast out the wrong way.
You upset me all the time but i push it to the back of my mind because i don't want to break the connection that took us years to combine so i hold it all inside.
i want to let you know though.. that you hurt me even though you don't do it intentionally. i want to let you know that i feel like you betray me even though i act like it doesn't phase me, why do you do things you do if we're family i think about what you do so much that now it drives me crazy.
You bring me down sometimes, sometimes i feel like crying but i stand tall as i am to push it all beside me because your my cousin and i care for you and love you but you constantly lie about things that later on come out in the light even if i don't figure it out right.
