In night's claws I start to think
of the phone that rang that day
The sound will never mean the same
well you won't see me cry
for the rest I must be strong
are you up there dancing in the sky
I see the darkness in my dreams
life's more real then it seems
And I cannot stop thinking
that I never got the chance to say goodbye
standing by your side
damp ground beneath my feet
mind full of words I will never speak, where are the answers that I seek
we're much to young for such a day
no I cannot handle letting go
and I shudder when I think
I dressed you for your funeral
Am I alright? I guess you will never know
and the sun still shines
But now I am all alone
I never had the chance to say goodbye
spill my feelings to the earth
I never had the chance to say goodbye
the tears filling up my eyes
I never had the chance to goodbye
just cannot hide my pain inside
and I wish
that the phone had rang with news of me
for the pain of life hurts more then to flee
I cannot do this on my own
I never even had the chance to say goodbye