damn how to start..
well i know how you feel when your willing to give up everything just to be put in the ground; well little mama let me tell you;
you may be a little older than me but i know more about wanting to die than you do; you may think now its the best choice but sweetie once you see the light reaching to grab you and take you up to heaven; I've been there i saw the light i was in heaven but the doctors brought me back to life; when you on the clouds staring down at your family and friends like i did you realized that death ain't What you want..
i learned and I'm still healing but once your up in the sky and wen you afraid of heights you want to be on the ground with your family and friends that are gonna keep you safe..
if you was me you would have already been dead if you been in my shoes and seen what I've seen heard what I've heard; i did die i did see heaven; i did all that and I'm telling you its not fun its not safe up there in heaven.. i know more about this than you do I've been doing this for 3 years longer than you have; you may think we just became cool but i always had your back even though we had beef back then; but you being put in the ground is not where you want to belong trust me i know..
