I look at you
And I know something is up.
You look so blue
It makes me tear up.
I ask what is wrong,
And you reply
Kentucky is the only opening.
My heart it stops
As I realize
What you have said.
My eyes get cloudy,
Yet I hold them back
Fore I do not want you to see the pain I have.
I hug you to me,
As I kiss you good bye
And I walk into school oh so sad.
I walk into the art room
And look around
As I try to keep the tears from falling down.
I walk to the dump and I hit the wall with my fist
Because I am oh so upset.
I grab my project and I walk back
And I try and sit and finish it.
But the tears they fall and fall hard they do
I walk out and Sissy is there
And she hugs me and says it is alright.
The tears keep falling as I return to the room
The room that is my home away from home.
Shriner sees me with my wet red face
And asks if everything is alright.
So I tell her my sad story of the day
As I finally brake down in pain.
She hugs me tightly
And calms me down
And tries to get me to smile
My beautiful smile.
I finally stop crying
And close my eyes
And I see your face looking back at mine.
I smile sadly knowing you will have to make a chose
A chose that will hurt us in the end.
I will stand behind you
No matter what you decide
Because I love you
And always will
Even through my sad day.
