So close to closing

So close to closing my mind
To all the stress and pain
All the anger and violence
That's been flowing through my brain

So close to closing my eyes
And fall into an eternal sleep
Dehydrated by the tears
I have no more tears to weep

So close to ending this
i keep trying to make amends
So close to stopping
Because I'm so tired of dead ends

It seems that this rhapsody of pain and sorrow
Is something I'm composing
God I'm coming because my eyes
Are so close to closing