Living a life that seems so wrong
everything always seemed so wrong
First it was the jengerms
then it was my family
no one knows the hurt inside
or that they made me cry
my world came crashing down
especially in third grade
with my daddy
onward life drove me
pushing me to every day
sometimes life is the best
in a world with friends, support and sunshine
or it is the worst
a world with rain and thunderstorms
and no one to hold you
no one knows the real you
only two people are close
but one never really got to know me
my secret life
my other half