Daddy

I really miss him
why did he have to die?
he said he'd always be there
that's such a lie

he was there when i was born
he had always loved me
he left my world
and let me be

I know i'm still a daddy's girl
even though he is not here
many things came along
now i have many things to fear

my dad, my only hope
in my heart but not in front of me
won't be able to help
whenever i can't see

i wasl always blind to hurt
i was barely exposed to it
he was always there to protect me

this poetry is just making me sadder
i don't know why
it always helped before
just let it out and sigh