Friends
thats what you decided we would be
the first time when you said you had lied about your feelings
the second time when you thought it would just be easier
but the truth is
it's harder
used to my heart would just long for you
then you broke it
that feeling was new,
yea a new torture device attached to my heart!
but now the truth is out about how you truely feel.
my heart now beats faster out of fear,
keeping the walls up trying to protect itself.
your knocking but my heart's hiding back in a corner rocking and crying tears of blood that run through my veins.
and you expect me to say i love you that easily again.
if my walls were to crumble
you would see my scarred heart
and how its so vunberable
yea, i could easily fall for you
but where would i land?
would you catch me or watch my heart be pierced by your loving hand.
i love you, i do but you said you wanted the truth.
if you truly loved me like i hope you do
come to me i'm waiting on a land far across the sea from your home
but maybe my open arms are just where you belong...
