I thought I was completely over you

For some reason I thought I was completely over you
I thought I had moved on
But I guess now I know that I'm not completely over you
I guess I didn't really think about it

I realized that every time I hear your name I turn to see where you are
When someone starts talking about you I listen to see what they are saying
And even when someone makes fun of you, I find myself defending you

I didn't even realize that I was doing this until someone pointed it out.
I didn't think I was still emotionally attached
That I still had feelings for you
That you still have my heart and obviously you haven't given it back.

I do want it back
I just don't know when
I sort of want it back now, but then my heart is still attached
It hasn't let loose

I keep holding on, thinking you'll change
And when you do, you'll come back for me
But you wont
And honestly I do not think I wont you back

You messed with my heart all 3 times
And the third time was the last time
So I wont my heart back
I'm cutting all the emotional ties

I'm letting you go
Because letting go doesn't always mean you are to weak
Sometimes it means you are just strong enough to realize that its not going to work out
So I'm taking my heart and I'm moving on