When I think about you I loose my mind
One of a kind sometimes you make me wish
I was blind, if I signed that suicide note
My body afloat down your mind
Once a petal reaches up for the sun
We got out confirmation that weve won
Yet I feel so weak the stem falls to decay
Last May I left you, still I wonder why I stay
All on my own I feel so lonely
Should we be the only to feel as we had
Remember I was bad and you were glad
Seeing me leave tears couldnt explain the pain thats stained
My heart. Its falling apart
Like an art with a brush dancing with elegant letters
Reading back to me much better work that Ive ever written
My bottom lips bleeding from all the biting
Im scared and nervous
My roots tearing out this soil that held me here
Eyes water our ground
That sound is piercing Im left staring at the wall
Nobody to talk to now lets review
I feel ****ed up struck by lightening
Its frightening my life is so bland
Sand dripping like a muddy summers day
Do my best trying to quietly lay
