You see me smile,
you hear me laugh,
but I'm drowning,
in my sorrows,
fears,
in my forever falling tears,
you don't see this,
you'll never know,
that inside I'm dying slow
i wish i could kill this pain another way,
but there is no other escape,
i say good night,
but not good bye,
walk into my room, pull out the knife,
and put an end to this life,
as the blood drips on my jeans,
you come in,
i hear you scream,
my name, you cry,
but it's too late,
i whisper, as you watch me die,
i love you,
but this is my fate,
then fade into darkness.
