Yuu hurt me

I slit my wrist every night
because of the pain you put me threw
I'm rather to weak to stop pain
all i can think of is you
and how much i love you

Ive been in the hospital
i cut too deep one night
i nearly died and left this cold dry world
but something kept me alive
and i believe its the love i have for you
but the pain i feel SO dear
its also because I love you

and this pain I'm still feeling is rather kinda sickening
cause right now i wanna die
but then i wanna live
to see your smiling face
but not to live in pain day after day
I'm too weak to go places
i just hide inside and cry
and cut