Pain in my first love

I look at your face
I see the crisis that you have.

Deep into your eyes
I see the soreness and distress.

I look at your lips
I see the mask that you wear
The phony that
I never wanted to see.

This moment that
I never wanted to happen
This moment that I never ever wish

You love him!
I love you,
He hurt you
I care for you

You still hoping that he loves you,
Heâ??s trying to keep away from you!
I have a faith that you return my love
But those faiths force me to set you free.

How can I help you?
How could I wish Iâ??ll be at your side?
How can I force myself not to love you?

My brain is waterless,
My heart is wither in youâ??re presence
I donâ??t want to see you that moment
Causeâ?? my soul is melting
My heart is crying in hell

I succumb to the battle
Of Love
That I know I never ever win.

I want to be a selfish causeâ??
I want you to be mine
I thought you have feeling for me.
I take a granted to your love,
Your love for me is for a friend and nothing more

Every night I feelâ?¦.
Iâ??m crying in the cave,
Iâ??m shouting my pain
The reverberation of the suffering
Bounce to my soul.

Iâ??m lame into your love
Iâ??m deaf to your whimper
Iâ??m blind to the relationship that you had

My soul is tired
I hopeless to everything

I realize that YOU and I were not meant
I find out that you still love him
I surrender my love to you

Now,
Iâ??m coping the of test of your love
Please take care of your self
Iâ??m still here
Iâ??m your friend until eternity will end.