What shell i do

My mind is racing with big thoughts as i shed a tear the more i think of it

Shell make my shut down ?

Shell make my hands shaking each time i cry ??

Shell i make my bed pillow the source of my tears ?!

Shell I feel the warm instead of cold ??!

Shell i walk away , or run away ?!

Shell i fade away as the night will be ??!

Shell I do new stuff , with no wonder ??

Shell I just be silent for ever ?!

Shell I look at my phone and watch the time goes by and doing nothing but my eyes and heart are working ?

What Shell I Do ..
All i know is that
that i should get ME out of Me ..
And all i know is that I'm so different ...

different