Dark shadows block my view,
Of the life I once knew.
If someone asks what is wrong,
I shrug and turn away,
Not being away to face an average day.
All I want to do is scream,
I close my eyes,
There isn’t much time.
All I want to do is die.
Or run away and hide.
Too much pressure, too many lies.
It’s tearing me up inside.
One more time,
And I might just break.
It’s just too much to take.
People think that I’m happy,
People think that I’m funny.
What happened when that world came crashing down.
No more happiness, only frowns.
I’m losing it,
Day by day,
How much more will I last?
All I want to do is go back in the past.
Things were better then.
Friends were there for you,
With you in everything you do,
Now, it’s not the case,
Things just aren’t the same.
People keep telling me things will get better,
I’m losing hope,
All I do is sit around in mope.
No one listens or understands,
I feel like a stranger in a lost land.
