I'm laying wide awake taunted by the thoughts of u,
while i try to go to bed..
the longer i lay there,
the more thoughts of u creep in my head...
your words echoing thru my ears
like chimes of dawning misery..
i just don't understand how u could ever do this to me-
I'm laying here silent
but its so loud inside my head,
my minds racing,
i think id rather be dead.
losing it slowly as i stay wide awake and cry,
i look over at my pill bottle,
and wonder how many id have to take to die?
no life at all is better than a life with out you,
i cant live like this anymore,
I'm sorry I'm thru...
