What I needed

Here we sit together the first time in months
I still can't forgive you, for the wrong you've done
You tortured me beyond all reason
But then I forgave you I loved you then

Now I do not I cant
At the least I may be your friend
But I think not
You want what I'll no longer give you

But yet we sit as if nothing is wrong
But the truth remains hidden
Amongst the lies
That you cannot love me

You Just try to control
I have to be free
Don't contain me
Let me be ill not betray you

But you did to me
I forgave once but I cant again
We sit as friends the night cool
Dark lonely

I got used to it
You take my hand
I pull away
You whisper I love you

I laugh and say
Me too
I mean me
Not you

You stare at me
I smile and say
I did love you
But you killed me

Stabbed my heart
With all you lies
Now I must go
I have to mend

The wounds you caused were great
But they are healing slowly
But now I know
That Its best to face a monster

Then let him slowly eat me alive
Thats what you were doing
Consuming me
When I needed to be free