She lost everything she had
She Could not stand her life
But there was One thing holding her up
That Made her Fight The strife
She`d Never let him go
everything was perfect
She knew that it was true
He was Really worth it
Everything was going good
Until That single day
it changed her life completely
it took her heart away
Out of no were he left her
Made her feel like he was it
no matter what she did
it broke her heart into bits
That Night she couldn't go to sleep
A few week`s later it was the same
She Had never Cried this Much
She Had never felt this Much Pain
She Gave it all up for him
He was Her Very First
She tried to fix there relationship
But she Just made it worse
The day be for her Birthday
around 12 am
She received a Call
She least Expected it was Him..
He told her he still "loved" her
and he decided to give her another try
She had been so Happy
But she did not know it was a lie
He told her he wanted to go over
to sneak him in her home
She did not know it was all a plan..
just for him to get some..to hear her scream and moan
When he Had gotten to her house
everything was perfect in her eyes
but she did not see right in front of her
was him playing mind games, trying to be slick and lie.
She gave in to him again..
on that very night
she felt so happy
she felt like they were once more tight
While they talked the next day
He had been acting strange
he was acting all sweet be for
but now hes not at all the same
She asked him what was wrong
he told her all he wanted was to hit it
even thought she was in love with him
the reason he gave to her she wasn't wit it..
He told her That when he came over
What he said was a mistake
he told her he was on drug`s
She had a feeling it was fake
Since then on she Has not been the same
She`s Stressing it so much
She Misses His Hugs and kisses
She Misses His loving touch
Till One day she had Enough
The pain was to much to take
So she grabbed a Blade
And Cut slowly for each of her Mistakes
"if i can`t be with him
Then My Life is worth to lose
it would not really Hurt Him
So This is what i choose"
So deeply she had cut
One by One
As soon as she was finished
She got addicted to What she had done
When she place the blade down
she stared at the Slits
The blood slowly was dripping
it Came down to her palm from her wrist
She could not sleep that night
it was killing her inside
She Had his Face in her Mind
To Make it go away she tried..
..She tried so hard to forget
what happened in her past
but the feeling of hurt
will forever last.
On top of all she went threw with her ex
She went threw more..
She was with his friend one day
they walked into her room and he closed and locked the door
they sat in her room for a few moments
as he lend closer and held her down to the bed
she cry-ed and weeped
but "I'm about to bust" is all that he said.
When he was done with her..
He left her there alone
she was crying and could not move
she was hurt and felt pain in every bone
Ever since that moment passed ..
she never loved anyone else
She said it was her fault
because she put it on her self.
