Depression,
drills a hole in my heart.
regrets,
render it, they tear it apart.
happiness,
hides in the darkness of my soul.
pity,
patrols my mind & on my sanity, takes a toll.
i loved him but now I'm just beyond confused;
the will to live has been disfused.
i try to say i don't need him but i know i do
& i hate it with all my heart but its the truth.
i don't want to run back to him though,
because i was the one who let him go.
but he cheated on me before,
whose to say he wont do it once more?
I'll play hard to get
& when i stop feeling like shit
I'll give him this in a note
& maybe our love will come afloat
& i can only hope
that until then i will manage to cope.
