Over and over you've been there watching,
watching me build up my life after a fall,
and every time i tore myself down again,
you were right there to help stand me up tall.
now i look left to right,
even up and down,
and i scream for you,
but you're nowhere to be found.
fight after fight you've still been there,
telling me we'd be okay,
You know i love you,
that's what you always used to say.
But now its all about her,
and it only breaks my heart,
to know its my best friends fault,
that i'm totally falling apart.
I knew we grew apart,
and the distance i felt everytime i said hey,
but you promised you'd always love me,
it wasn't supposed to end this way.
Now its ended and you don't even know,
that the special bond we held is broke.
and i'm tied down tight,
wrapped in a dark hard to breathe cloak.
I wish you noticed just a little,
of how i'm dying inside,
wish you could see the flow,
of the tears that run like a tide.
Can you see the blade,
that runs across my skin,
can't you feel the screaming,
that is so silent within.
would it kill you just to pause,
and take a look at me,
can't you see what you've done?
You've broken destiny.
You've torn a girl to peices,
and you don't even know its about to be her end,
is this what you wanted?
You've killed your best friend.
so i sit alone tonight playing with this gun,
i pull the trigger as the chrome leans against my head,
i just want you to know before i go and die,
and before i lay in the dirt bed.
that i've always loved you,
and wanted to be your girl,
when my body is lowered,
remember there was someone who really needed you in their world...
