Sometimes all you have left in you are thoughts of death and hatred you just wish it all would end. all you have left in you is anger, and sadness you loose people who you once loved because of how much you have changed. they cant deal with discussing it with you. you just wish it all would end, you feel empty you have no emotions no one cares about you. the people who were once there Are no longer there.you just keep wishing it all would end but it doesn't it just gets worse your holding it all in theres no one there to talk to...so you just keep wishing it all would end ... but it doesn't happen just when things even out they start to get better then they suck. you wish yet again that it all would just end. your just about to stop caring and say screw it and give up trying and things start getting better yet again but then it just ends??? why wont it?? one day you just got pushed to hard you do end up not caring and say screw it blow my head off... then it would all just end.. you finally explode you told some one how you felt you screamed ,cried, felt hurt and it came back why wont this all end but not knowing that what you said did happen one day you exploded and thought why cant this all end not knowing it would be the last time.. you exploded on the right person they got you help you will not have to deal with feeling empty,mad you wont hate ..... your now your self you can be you for once you got help and now you can help other people who felt the way that you did another person in this world that no longer has to suffer you achieved something you thought you couldn't but you did its your time to shine live the life that you always wanted to because now you can... you have that choice and you have the choice to be you, help other people and most of all enjoy life and not have to deal with wishing that all would end... you were saved
