To Love is to HATE

I'm a b*Ch, i hate, I'm a liar
I'm two-faced, I'm self-centered
I'm all these things because I'm in love.
I don't understand myself anymore
And I don't understand you.
But what about me?
What about my life?
And how you're all of it.
my everything.
Did you ever think that i was the one
in need of saving?
You talk about her and how she treats you,
But what about me
And how you K*ll me.
I hate her and i hate you!
But most of all
I hate myself
For being beneath you
For feeling that I'm not worthy of you.
How do you not see?
How do you not hear me crying out for you?
How do you not know?
When you're the one that knows me best.
I say I don't care
And I say I don't feel anything.
But I do more than you'll ever know.