Loves too painful and hates too strong
I wish it was right, but its all so wrong
I just cant get you out of my head
I toss and turn as I lie in bed
Every word has touched my soul
Those every moments made me whole
Losing you, I cant understand
Now I see the game from the moment it began
If you didnt mean it, why was it said?
All your stupid words, messing with my head
I wish I could believe that you will come back
But inside I know we ran far off the track
Our minds got caught up and our hearts screamed out stop
Memories put up an emotional block
But it was too late Id already fallen
Didnt even realise till you werent there
That I loved you so much and you didnt even care
Somehow this all made me open my eyes
And for some reason it all came as a huge surprise
It took time to realise Id been blind
I wish Id never loved you
Because now ill love you til the end of time
I cant describe the pain and all youve put me through
The best way to explain it is, just hope its never you
For all the things youve said to me and all the things youve done
You never once thought about the person I might become
Now because of you, im torn and broken and silent
I shut myself off because otherwise my words get violent
I dont want to hurt anyone with the things that I say
Had my share of that, it used to be your way
The silence between us is tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
Can we, please, go back to the start?
Rewind the tape and film it all again
Change the story so it doesnt have to end.