Inside a monster seethes
Waiting for time to escape
Dragging everyone down silently
It takes them down with me
Inside a monster breathes
Making me wanna die
Forcing me to bleed
Breaking me
I wish this monster would let me be
Because it's getting so hard to stay alive
I'm not alone but I feel it though
And all I wanna do is die
But I blame the monster inside
I wonder if I'll ever get it together
Before I forget how to smile