Im scared of life all together
scared to die and scared to be me,
im scared to be released
let go and set free.
It's crazy because i've been here so long
with a bunch of girls trying to do my time,
it seems like it's getting harder
all because of a fifteen minute crime.
Im scared to loose my dad
and be left in this world alone,
my mom isn't here and she don't plan to be
so where am I suppose to call home?
I write to tell people
why I am the person i've become,
it's because I had given up on life
and told myself that I was done.
Im scared to grow up
with no one to help me along,
I don't want people to judge me
just because I was wrong.
I have someone to call my own
but I ask myself how long will it last,
I don't need to be in a fake relationship
or have a guy that acts like one from the past.
I know many of us are scared
we just hate to tell ourselves,
but would you rather be in denile the rest of your life
or actually get some help?
