Strongest Pain

I'm alone and in pain.
sitting in a cold shower
pretending it's rain
time to think
to think about what I've done
I've fallen for you
and there's no place to run
now i have needs
needs that won't stand
i need to feel you close
i need to hold your hand
your all i think about
and every night I'm alone
with both my hands fixed on my phone
i need to hear your voice
so I'll turn up your favorite music
and make some noise
so you can sneak into my room
and lie on my bed
just like in a story book
that i once read
my parents will find out
and my dad will hate me forever
thinking i was once
his little girl, well never
then once again
I'm alone
in a cold shower
pretending it's rain
trying to drench
my heart's strongest pain<3