I don't want to let you go.
But I don't want to betray you.
I shouldn't have said yes.
I knew I couldn't handle this.
But something drew me in.
I love you.
I think.
But I don't want to hurt you.
I'm not yet stable.
Not yet ready for real love.
I wish things were different.
I don't want to leave you again.
But I know I shouldn't stay with you.
I want to stop crying.
I want to want only you but I can't.
Why must I betray my heart like this?
