My closet no longer holds that cross I used to bear
I guess I deserved only what was fair
I miss you though I never asked to die over you
I miss the lips that used to lie on my neck
How long has it been?
My heart no longer holds that breath I used to hold
I guess it was ready to be taken away
I liked you though i never asked to love you
I liked that hair that used to lie beneath my fingertips
It hasn't been that long
My head no longer holds that killing headache
I guess I was becoming numb for you
I loved you though I never asked for it to be real
I loved the haunting memory of what I thought we were
God, has it really been that long?
