Did you really die?

Your footsteps sound like murder
I'm gasping for my breath
don't stare with curiosity
your all that i have left

i hate the way you said it
she isn't here anymore
shes not gone i swear it!
your making my heart sore

i promised I'd spend time with her
a promise i didn't hold
tomorrow never came
and I'm trying to be bold

I'm trying to talk to you
looking to the sky
please forgive me Nana
did you really die?

your room still smells like you
pictures everywhere
I'm strong for mom, but not at night
its more then i can bare

i cant look and see your face
didn't get to say goodbye
their presence makes me leery,
and only you know why

sometimes i dream about you
your beauty fills my soul
all this desire in my body,
please fill this empty hole

your face will always haunt me
words so soft, and sweet
the coffin paralyzes me
its y.o.u. that life just beat.