Outside looking in.
How those little things matter.
not even living now.
only seeing.
only feeling.
cant change a thing.
enjoying while its good.
hurting when its not.
its all emotion.
as i watch my life pass.
i see everything not knowing.
how when or where to go.
what card dice or peg.
i'm sitting out this round.
only watching.
just to see.
what will happen next.
Pain?
Happiness?
