Mending My Heart

You Treat Me Like I'm Nothing
And Ignore That I Exist.
I Know You See I'm Broken
But You Leave Me Here Like This.
You Make Me Feel Invisible,
Although I'm By Your Side
Standing Calmly, Smiling
While Screaming Deep Inside.
You Tell Me That You Care For Me
And That You Think I'm Fine
But Yet, You Leave Me, Once Again,
Like I'm A Waste Of Time.
Do You Like To Hurt Me?
Is It Fun To Play This Game?
Make Me Believe All Your Lies
Then Go With Whats-Her-Name.
Its Like I'm Your Amusement
And Shes The One You Want
You'll Never Know How Hard Life Is
With All The Pain You've Brought.
All I Want Is Me And You
Is That Too Much To Ask?
Why Am I The One To Blame?
Why Am I Always Last?
I See The Way You Look At Her
Like When You First Saw Me.
The Thought Of That Makes Me Sick
And Makes It Hard To Breathe.
I Remember When You Said Forever
As You Looked Into My Eyes
But That All Changed In A Flash
And You Don't Care I'm Alive.
I'm Sick Of You Controlling Me
And Taking All My Hope
So I'm Taking Back My Back Bone
The One You Thought You Stole.
The Damage That You Caused For Me
Can All Be Glued And Fixed.
I Don't Care What You Say
I Don't Deserve This S**t.
And When You Do Realize
That Your Love For Me Was True
I'll Be With That Special Guy;
The One Who Already Knew.